Why can't I seem to step away
I forced myself to live this way
Tortured by the druges I take
Pushed to the edge again

Can't seem to reach a point
Where I'm comfortable (I'm comfortable)
Awake but asleep
My mind is unreasonable (Is unreasonable)
Feeling so weak
I've become too insecure (Too insecure)
I hate what I see
I want this life no more (No more, no more)

Why can't I seem to step away
I forced myself to live this way
Tortured by the druges I take
Pushed to the edge again

Need to believe that
Substance isn't a cure (Cure)
I'm feeling the need
To change this life I hold (I hold)
I'm looking to see but
Life is too unpredictable (Unpredictable)
Stuck in my ways
I'm trapped inside this hole (This hole)

Why can't I seem to step away
I forced myself to live this way
Tortured by the druges I take
Pushed to the edge again

(Why)
Its how I feel
(Why)
What is real
(Why)
Its how I feel

I'm feeling so weak
I've become too insecure
Stuck in my ways
I'm trapped inside this hole
Again

Tortured by the druges I take
Pushed to the edge again

(Why)
Its how I feel
(Why)
What is real
(Why)
Its how I feel

You don't know how I feel
And this is what is real
Now I feel
What is this
What is this
What is this
What is this

What is this?