What I excel in best

Is my excessiveness

Of deprecation

I hate myself sometimes

How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach

What's wrong with me?

Fuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go

Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low

Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful

Beautiful

And if I wasn't me

I'd still just laugh at me

And point the finger

And blame myself as well

I will not succumb to any of my peers

I'm in control

and I'm losing it

Fuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go

Sumtimes as my self esteem is low

Sumtimeswell at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful

Beautiful

Sumtimes as my feelings coincide

Sumtimes while I struggle to survive

Sumtimeswell at least I know sumtimes I'll be alright

Be alright [x4]