the tears, the tears

that lay
down within me, no one understands my silence, the silence which
embraces my aura, no one

knows my desolation,
the desolation which keeps me so distant, no one senses the call of the
ocean, the ocean

which called my name
today, no one was there with me, the child which felt denial and
hopelessness, no one saw

the lament of salvation, the
salvation which I dearly need, no one but I, saw the nightside of Eden,
the nightside