Touching myself to keep warm

Bouncing sounds across the walls, 

I'm insane and completely ignored



I've been writing songs with silent words 

Swallowing sounds that scrape and burn

Measuring time by the curtains crack



I've been to the edge and I've come back

It's black and I forget 

Out cold in a suit of sweat

Lost in someone elses day, 

I dream of death and smell decay



I've been starving in a dress, 

Recieving less and needing more

No sight, no sound, no taste, no touch

I'm not getting enough stimulation 

Like censored masturbation

It's never like the real thing, 

Like swimming in a sinking dream

I think I'll start over again



It's black and I forget 

Out cold in a suit of sweat

Lost in someone elses day 

I dream of me and smell decay



Oh no

Oh no 

Oh no 

Oh no



I've been lying in a ditch 

With rolling eyes and a nervous twitch

And it goes down to my knees, 

Eyes that run, teeth chattering



I'm trying to sing, I bleed, 

I've got a knife inside

I'll give you all I've got left 

'Cause I don't have much to hide

Don't have much to hide 

Don't have much to hide



It's black and I forget 

Out cold in a suit of sweat

I dream of death and smell decay



Oh no