by Dark Angel

Femininity, a sacred life
My goals and dreams achieved, or soon they might
Unintruded being, innocent
Young, with a hopeful future to be spent
     I can't believe my idiocy
     You came along with your invasion
     Your act of violence not of lust
     Upon me...
Racing through these darkened streets at night
Fleeing from this terror that haunts me
I am chosen, this can't be right
The pain that your thrust brings

(chorus)
     I don't want your flesh
     I'm not your whore
     But you want my blood
     I'm not a whore
     Trapped down here inside
     A nightmare that's become reality
     A heinous violation
     Of my humanity

Right before my eyes I see my world
Fractured so precise by one so cold
Through your veins run ice, I beg of thee
As I lie paralyzed please let me be
     From within your sould I stare
     I don't think I'll live to see this end
     You'll reign eternally through my nightmares
     If I ever sleep again

The hatred directed at me 'cause of what I am
Is chilling as the defilement itself
I wonder, what kind of beast is man?
What emotions are and not felt?

     I don't want your flesh
     I'm not your whore
     But you want my blood
     I'm not a whore
     I can't even comprehend
     Why this act has come to be
     Proven time and time again
     The ultimate sadistic release

(bridge)
This violent form of incarceration
Trapped by savagery, helpless I lie
I refuse this indoctrination
Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine
     An ancient inherited shame
     Bonding women and horror
     Outlasting the boundaries of time
     Enslaved forevermore
     Inherent crimes
     Through generations has become
     A terror cycle....

You can't see me but you feel me
You only want what you don't understand
You can't have me so you take me
Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand
  You look in my eyes and you tell me
    What do you see?
     Of this I'm deserving?

You can't see me but you feel me
You only want what you don't understhand
You can't have me so you take me
Forever scarred where you've stamped your brand

You need to crush me with your lividity
Does this make you feel more like a man
You can't have me, so you rape me
My innocence strangled by your hand

This must be necrophilia, for I am dead inside
Your violent misogyny, your strength drowns my cries
In shock, I'm crippled with disbelief
This can't be happening to me
Oh god, this hurts, I'm bleeding from friction
"Unconcious" I'm pleading to be

     You cannot imagine the anger I feel
     Nor can you imagine the pain and despair
     This double jeopardy soon happens again
     When they scrape me for semen and hair
     My mind is frozen with your face intact
     This atrocity from which I haven't been spared
     From now on, I'll only know lovemaking through
     An act of intense terror

The malevolence which purs over me
You fill me with your rage
IT's mortifying, diabolical,
Controlling through this stage
I struggle to cope with what's happening
I'm praying for my death
I've done nothing wrong, I've been victimized
So I'll pray for yours instead
     The physical torment inflicted upon me
     Is insufferable but it doesn't compare
     To your terrible criminal mentality
     And the scars I'll forever bear
     To live through this brutal show of force
     Will cause me years of torment and grief
     Awaiting this misery to run its course
     As I scream out innocent pleas

(repeat bridge)
This violent form of incarceration
Trapped by savagery, helpless I lie
I refuse this indoctrination
Though you shatter this inner sanctum of mine
     An ancient inherited shame
     Bonding women and horror
      Out;lasting the boundaries of time
     Enslaved forevermore

I will force myself to carry on
And vengeance will be ultimately mine
If you are not imprisoned soon
By my hands you will die...

(chorus)
     I don't what your flesh
     I'm not your whore
     But you wnat my blood
     I'm not a whore
     Though rape you've created me
     A victim not above revenge
     A churning, seething mass of hate
     But you haven't conquered my soul