to fake is to arm oneself

the trick is to let no one 

get through that shell

but despite my smile

serving the right to be loved

i get fucked by the powers i held so dear

another day's just another defeat

in this fighting zone we are fighting 

all alone



i see my life in a 

very different light now

i'm down to one more goal



show me a world where 

i've never been born

'cause i bet it's no better 

nor worse than it is today

i got to get away from this place

but i don't know where

so i'll go nowhere



alone



i'll escape tomorrow, fake today

'cause i still hear you breathe 

over the noise of the living



distract from distrust to trust

- destruction