In my troubled mind

lives the cold hard truth

buried in lies to myself

of how I feel about you

sometimes I forget that you're gone

and how lonely losing you made

then your memory drops by

to remind me why I'm crazy



and I cry like a man shouldn't cry

it ain't easy being out of your mind

not a night goes by

I don't close my eyes

knowing thoughts of you will wake me

to remind me why I'm crazy



I can't keep a job, I'm my only friend

I'll tell me I'm doing okay

then reality kicks in

most times I don't know where I am

but you never seize to amaze me

how you find me

and remind me why I'm crazy



and I cry like a man shouldn't cry

it ain't easy being out of your mind

not a night goes by

I don't close my eyes

knowing thoughts of you will wake me

to remind me why I'm crazy

I got your memory

to remind me why I'm crazy