Never mind the killing i'm making

never mind the mistakes i've made

I never said that the killing was easy



or how deep to dig a grave

cauterize caught her eyes

with a blank expression

from across the room

I'm a mess, I confess

that i'm already wasted 

broken heart drunk and high

on the fumes



i'm not giving it away

i'm not kidding when i say



it began like it always begins

on another summer day that doesn't end

it began when we said, "let's be friends"

and my busy head started to spin



wait, wait, wait

don't hesitate to call me out

if i'm not in line

it feels so great

to be engaged in a war with you

when the spoils are mine

cauterize caught her eyes

with her full attention

nothing else to loose 

i'm a mess and i guess

that you're probably taken

breaking hearts that get high

on perfume



i'm not giving it away

say something, i can't wait

i'm not giving it away

i'm not kidding when i say



it begins like it always begins

on another summer day that doesn't end

it began when we said, "let's be friends"

and our busy head's they started to spin