Feeling,
My world come crashing down.
Seeing,
My life spin inside out.
A cry for help,
But all in vain.
Nobody 'round,
Tryin' to stay sane.
Feeling the saddness
Of past friends who died.
Feeling al alone
With no reasons why.

I never saw it coming.
I never saw it creeping.
I never saw it's shadow
Around the corners sneaking.
Now it's a fight for dear life
Gasping each and every breath.
Never had I ever thought
I'd be face to face with death.

Trying,
To feel my way around.
Buying,
Some time to get around.
Can't help but think,
What would've been.
If I didn't sign up,
If I didn't join in.
Now I'll never be the same
Goddamn damaged
From the waist to the brain.