I've gotta say I like it better
Now that we don't talk
Now that I can't remember
Why we spent our time just dodging obstacles
So let me, Yeah let me count up all the ways that I've been through
All of the steps it takes me not to think of you

And you'll find me catching fireworks out on my front porch
I look my worst
I need practice standing still
Because I never really knew how to end a day
And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same
With all these realizations you'd think that I'd find a way to change

Like when I first moved in I was smoking cigarettes my face to the window
Three weeks later I'm in bed and I'm still,
Yeah I'm still chained to all the drags that'll stop and fuck my health
But I've never found anything that works so well

And I've been living in a world of sharp, sharp pain
We don't think too much but the rent gets paid
I need practice standing still
Because I never really knew how to end a day
And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same
With all these realizations you'd think that I'd find a way to change

And you'll find me catching fireworks out on my front porch
I look my worst
I need practice standing still
Because I never really knew how to end a day
And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same

Since all my clean friends moved away
Since all my clean friends moved away
I never found a way to change
I never found a way to change
Since all my clean friends moved away
I never found a way to change
Everything just stays the same