Oh I can relate 
to all of those things you said about life's little ugly things 
but I never thought I'd have to. 
I didn't wanna know 
just what it'd feel like to lose focus on this frequency 
and I'll drown in my dishonesty 
and I'm laughing now, hysterically because I should be further than I am. 
We're setting up to fall at a lesser rate. 
I don't show it when I mean it. 
And I'm all of those things which I won't own up to: 
I show no common fucking decency and it's never made no sense to me. 
I'm in a bathroom thinking horribly 
because I should be further than I am. 
And I spent all money to get to sleep 
but when I die in dreams I don't wake up.