Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt 

A frenzy of self hate possessing me 

Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride 

Tortured and twisted until they have died 

Hatred inside is all I would find 

I despise what I see in the mirror 

Sadistic hateful scum 

I kill them but it's myself I hate 

Now I'll do myself too 

A straight razor will reshape my face 

First my ears then my nose 

Blood is gushing continue to carve 

Erase the face I hate 

Now I'm hacking at my chest 

A frenzy of self hate possessing me 

Controls my actions, controls my thoughts 

As I scrape away my skin 

I fill my tub, with alcohol 

I plunge in to the burning pool 

The pain intense, my whole body is drenched in scalding liquid 

Despite my pain I am able 

To grab a lighter on the counter 

The flint ignites, the flames erupt 

I'm consumed in the inferno 

Cauterize, my skin is charred 

Regenerate, more loathsome than before 

I despise what I see in the mirror 

Sadistic hateful scum 

The abomination before my eyes 

A reflection of me 

I see an image of disfigured evil 

I've skinned myself alive 

Dripping with blood and blistered by fire 

The face I hate erased