In this holy emptiness 

I am yearning 

Searching for my bitterness 

Got me learning 


I can't beat you to feel the same 

Don't have the knowledge 

Enter a state of guilt and shame 

Kind of bondage 


When you came through that door 

This was burning


When you came through that door 

This was burning 


I feel and I feel

And I fear


I fear that you will leave me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

I cry when you despise me 

Is that a forbidden feelings 

It hurts when you disgrace me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

Or am i just selfish 


Loosing every grip i've got 

You will leave me 

I tried to show you another spot 

So you'd believe me 


Open eyes for what you like 

Me they're closed for 

I'm sorry for this view 

I guess it's nothing to go for 


When you walk through that door 

This will bleed


When you walk through that door 

This will bleed 


I feel and I feel

And I fear


I fear that you will leave me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

I cry when you despise me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

It hurts when you disgrace me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

Or am i just selfish 


I hate when you ignore me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

I cry when you despise me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

I fear that you will leave me 

Is that forbidden feelings 

Or am i just selfish 


It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

Am i just selfish