Last night I lost control

Last night I lost control

Dreamt of dying

Died a thousand times. 



So many different deaths

Smiling at me Caressing me Promising delight 



Last night I lost control

Thought my shells were strong enough. 



So many different deaths

Making love to me,

Sucking me,

granting delight. 



And my sperm becomes like honey

dripping from distance,

blessing the earth, sweet as a new womb. 



Death is gone, life is gone, the shells reform::.