Tell me whence will I find the passion once lost?

May it rise with strength to burn

away these synthetic sins of mine 

away those days by gone...



For my demons never rest down here

where morbid dreams form reality

I don't know who you are nor where you come from

I only know of who I am and when my shape is shifting

For I have learned the Dark

and His neverending quest

Down here I never rest

Down here in my gloomy depths

Where morbid dreams form my reality

"they" would never let me slip away...



Spirit keep what my flesh cannot

I still bleed red

No memories, no breath

torn apart I will drift till death

All these faceless creations

they seem to grope along the way

Leper guides for us to lead astray

to be lost and how to find the Way

Days of torture & redeeming pain

lies ahead, will I stand or am I to fall?

Everything here forced to sustain

for my demons never rest down here

With nails I masturbate my deepest wounds

and ages most profound came to me...