You faced a tragedy

You changed the course of me

I had the right to speak

But you took that right away

When you took you away


I know the choice wasn't easy

But I don't know what it took to choose

And I know that you'll never believe me

But I know that we would have chosen you


Was he ever deserving

Of the figure that we lived without

Did he just turn out to be ugly

Or were you living with all your doubts


And to this day

I wonder what you were thinking

And I still wonder where did you go

I still don't know

How you came to leave us that day

Left us behind you but not alone


With one another but without you

Make the best that's all we can do


I hold nothing against you

I just feel we deserved a chance

There's so many questions I want to ask

So many holes to fill in our past