I can't unwind the time left behind

It's hard to find words to define

Feel the wind graze my face

Reminding me of a better place

Erase the rain that came

And face a world of pain

Driving me insane, mad thoughts, blood clots

Trapped in my brain

Indecision in my vision

caught in superstition with a premonition

that you're missin' everything there is



All there is, sadness

All there is, emptiness

(I'm tired of the mess, tired of the stress

Wishing for death roaming endless nothing left

Overwhelmed by the sadness

Loneliness, emptiness found inside

I get weak as my hope dies

Can't survive, Can't flee with the darkness

Surrounding me constantly

I can't see or touch

It's too much; it's enough, situation too rough

So I give up not giving up)

 

I'm holding on for better days

Does anybody care

I'm sick of all this pain inside

But tomorrow will be a better day



I fall when I stride cuz it hurts inside

Everything I can't see everything reminds me

Every time I close my eyes I feel the waves break

Splitting in my skull, drowning out my world

It's pressure that I can't take, happiness I can't fake

Emptiness I can't shake, every time my heart breaks

Hard to embrace, so hard to chase

As I'm running in place, I'm losing the race



Walking through darkness with each step

Stepping closer to death, there's nothing left

The emptiness which dwells deep in my chest

Won't rest, the madness, confusing

I'm losing it, choosing it, can't seem to leave

Can't seem to hide, so I cover my eyes

And then I realize the reality

The world is against me and all my ways

So I dream for better days