I'm giving respect to the policy of falling down stupid drunk 

For some reason this feels easier with the immature ad to blame 

Someone-else for my pain. 

I'm guilty resenting me for always wearing an easy heart 

It constantly made way to my sleeve with an invite to tear it up. 

Beat me up with my love. 

I just shed my layers of clothes and sat down in the snow. 

Pathetic pretend suicide for sympathy I tried. 

Hey.. 

Recalling all the bad thoughts I perceived of you 

And I know I'm not entirely free from fault 

But something had to give 

Something did come over me 

A sensible domain 

Hypocrisy of shame 

I run away from blame