My man love my first love 

My closetness and pain 

My lying my deceiving 

My rivers keep on crying 



My father my action man 

My hiding in the crowd 

My mother my sisters eyes 

My seniors and their prying 



My freedom my prison cell 

My tempting to destroy 

My fantasies my lost control 

My confusion disillusion 



My hero my schoolboy 

My physical abuse 

My loneliness my aching brain 

My pounding in the head 



Machismo my manhood 

My wanting just to scream 

Scream yeah yeah heah