Freezing to death in this rain, i still remember the 
day, i never thought id remember your name, you said 
you would always be there for me but you never remained 
forever i drained these memories of everything sane 
once psychotic but the clocked and shot it next to our 
brain the clip was empty so i never felt the pleasure 
of pain.but i seriously wish on that day, that thing 
was equipped with bullets i pulled the trigger. now 
love lets see some bitch to pull it, all of this 
inconsilling, nothing can save this killing, i thought 
you cared for me,
why you running away from feelings, you hold it in your 
eyes, it wouldnt be to begin, that was jibberish after 
this you wont be breathing again, i was deceived by a 
friend within the demon within telling me not to do 
what i needed but i wasnt believing him, you fucking 
lied you told me you would be by my side, if i would of 
know this was going to happen i would of tried and make 
everything better, instead of letting it rise, you 
could never decide, whats worse you were letting me die 
inside, you fucked up but i dont care coz its over, iv 
been in colder situations now that im dirty sober and i 
promise i would share the pain i had with you, outside 
of your window with a sniper rifle and im aiming it at 
you

stay the fuck away from me bitch i hate you, there aint 
no body around that can save you, for what you 
rightfully deserve for leaving me, not needing me, 
never was there never believed in me (x2)

i pulled the trigger to get her fucking attention, i 
should have murdered the both of them but i have 
nothing against them, i ran up six flights of steps, 
ready to sacrifice, wasting my last bullet shooting the 
sky, i cashed my knife, now with full force, of course 
the door had a latch inside, so i kicked it open and 
noticed her and her man inside, i yelled, dont act like 
you never fucking deserve this, i swung my fist, she 
fell face first to the surface, i blacked her eye, that 
asshole tried to pull a gat instead, i swipped it from 
his hand, and stabbed him in the abdomen, he screamed 
with dying tones, not once did he act the dream, both 
unconscious so i cover their bodies with gasoline, cant 
breath, bad luck the bitch i had it, my friend 
hesitated and then said fuck it and lit the match, if 
only you would have cared you would of seen how nice i 
am but you never wanted me so listen you die for him