Watch me and stay close beside

So helplessly waiting close my eyes

And hold me now because it's after me

Just waiting for my last breath



Vague distant holes in my memory

The nightside I'm drifting so far away

The words that I'm speaking come haltingly

The air that I'm breathing taste sulfuric



Deep inside me

Deep inside my fortress



Feeling is lost with my memory

I'll work my way back to what it means

It's far to late to trace my steps back again

The thoughts petrifying me because

The spider man is after me



Fading hoping of familiar recognition

I built a castle made of arms cross and breathless



Watch me turn things around

Turn them on their head



This nightside where I'm drifting

This place is a lie I'm believing

To live with myself

To ease the strain

Release the brain

It's all I want

Bleeding the vein