I feel it right at the heart of me
And it grips me physically
Dragging down so far below
And it's a violent vertigo
Digging it in like a parasite
Feeding off what I keep inside
Manifest when I'm throwing trust
To the cold and the nebulous
Something's changing
Re-arranging me
Just beginning
My own surgery
I'll cut away everything
And tear away everything
Confining
Defining
I'll cut away everything
And tear away everything
And I'll escape myself
I cast off what it means to be
Ruled by the happening
Moving past the experience
Never dwell on the evidence
Breaking it off of the identity
I come and kill it when I contravene
I'm dissolving all of this
In the full metamorphosis
Something's changing
Re-arranging me
Amputating
What I no longer need