Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn, 

Worms squeezing their way through my toes 

Tonight that's how it goes. 

I'm at your window kneeling quiet, 

I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right 

Get your heart right 

"Let him go!" 



Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor 

As he embraces every inch of you 

The woman I adore. 

I can't believe the way you're bending 

Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more 

I heard you begging him for more 



How far will I go 

To make it feel right? "Come home" 

I have to fix this on my own 



Replace my heart, 

Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end 

Replace my heart, 

I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping.....end 



I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her, 

From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot 

He pleased and pleased her. 

I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable 

It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. 



I squeezed the life into my brain 

Like pushing knives into a vein 

I've gotta get, I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside 

So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness 

Of my living room, my living room 

This used to be my home 



How far will I go 

To make it feel right? "Come home" 

I'm moving forward to the bedroom door 



Replace my heart 

Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end 

Replace my heart 

I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping...end 



I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow 

Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom 

I had to see this happening. 

He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang and bounced off every wooden walled room 

And that's when all went silent blank except the color red 

As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed 

I said "I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see 

How good this new man really fucks you. Cause you both been fucking me." 



"So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair 

I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare 

I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this in what seems easy quick and painless 

So I'll get down to business 

I choose you first, there's a gun, its at your head 

So laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the bed 

You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said." 

I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red 



Then the screaming oh the screaming 

It's nice to see you scared 

Of such a weak and stupid husband 

Who knows you never really cared 

I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head 

Was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live? 



Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed 

I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red 

I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back 

Then placed the barrel in my mouth 

All I saw was black.