Long lonely nights

My thoughts are a mess

I know what I want but what I want I can't get

Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry

And I think off all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die

My childhood memories are a pain ingrained in me

To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind

I've lost I've lost too many times

I've failed I've failed in society's eyes

Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me

Long lonely nights

My thoughts are a mess

I've known what I want but what I want I couldn't get

Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry

And I think of all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die

To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind

I try to better myself but the rush and stress of life

seems to have pushed everyone ahead and left me behind

I've lost I've lost too many times

I've failed I've failed in society's eyes

Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me

Long painful nights

My thoughts are a mess

My thoughts have become one

I want to end it now

I want to take all those I hate with me on a journey of pain tonight

There won't be any thing you can do about it

cause when I decide it's time it'll be time for all to pay

It's the only way the only way for my conscience and soul to rest at ease

I belong nowhere

Outcast

I belong nowhere

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