Why me

A question I ask myself everyday

My life is hell must it be this way

No chances were ever thrown my way

Was it the luck of the draw

Was I destined to rot away

I question my purpose here

I've also got no one to endear

I'm resentful bitter and more

So all the negative things that happened

I've just stored

Here we go again I'm losing restraint

Here we go again I'm not afraid to

show you how much I hate you

Your views ain't nothing in my eyes

Pathetic outcries lies my rage flies high

We ain't the same in this game where pain reigns

There's no gains hate remains every day just drains

There's nothing here just loathsome misery

Longing for unity is just a fantasy

I can't assimilate to what I can't relate

I feel great irritate there's always hate

I've been left behind, surpassed by my so-called peers

There's nothing for me just sad lonely misery

There's never been a future ahead

None as far as the eye can see

No breaks It's holding me down

Crushing me to the ground

Hatred I am soulless misery has left me soulless

I am your enemy don't turn your back on me

I am the enemy you made this hate you see

I ask myself why I'm so blessed

Blessed with nothing but rage that won't relent

My luck in this world was still-born

So I mourn be good be bad so I am torn

Stay out of trouble my head I drill still

The shit in my life is enough I want to kill

You're telling me how to be and what to do

You got no clue I'm true to me so fuck you

I've been left behind surpassed by my so-called peers

There's nothing for me just sad lonely misery

There's never been a future ahead

None as far as the eye can see

No breaks It's holding me down

Crushing me to the ground

Hatred I am soulless misery has left me soulless

I am your enemy don't turn your back on me

I am the enemy you made this hate you see

I ask myself why I'm so blessed

Blessed with nothing but rage that won't relent

My luck in this world was still-born

So I mourn be good be bad so I am torn

Stay out of trouble my head I drill still

The shit in my life is enough I want to kill

You're telling me how to be and what to do

You got no clue I'm true to me so fuck you

I believe in nothing

There is nothing left to hold me up

I believe in nothing

Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence

I believe in nothing

There is nothing left to hold me up

I believe in nothing

Fading away to an empty nothingness

I know I've been overlooked why me

Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see

Left in the dark why me

Why must I play the victim in this game

That mocks me

I know I've been overlooked Why me

Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see

Left in the dark why me

Why must I play the victim in this game

that mocks me

I know I've been overlooked why me

Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see

Left in the dark why me

Why must I play the victim in this game of misery

I believe in nothing

There is nothing left to hold me up

I believe in nothing

Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence

I believe in nothing

There is nothing left to hold me up

I believe in nothing

Fading away to an empty nothingness.