You've been on your own since you learned how to adjust to

You felt like you had to baby sit your owners just to feel like all the others



All you wanted was...

Something that was normal and stable

You've always been so aware and so able

But you still seem so far away

It's difficult to enjoy all the holidays

It's nothing more than the same as the other days

But you can't feel any other way



You have to tell yourself why

Gotta keep your spirit alive

Gotta keep yourself movin' forward

You never gave into anything around you

With something you could never afford



All you wanted was

Something that was normal and stable

You've always been so aware and so able

But you still seem so far away

It's difficult to enjoy all the holidays

It's nothing more than the same as the other days

But you can't feel any other way



When you wish for this

You'll ditch everything else

It just floats away and crawls out your skull

All you wanna do is crawl inside your hole

Disappear forever



Something that's normal and stable

You've always been so aware and so able

But you still seem so far away

It's difficult to enjoy all the holidays

It's nothing more than the same as the other days

But you can't feel any other way



Forever

Forever

Forever

Forever