All alone the broadening skies 
Under the every night I will lie 
Scratching claw and grip the rails 
Every day my living hell 
Oh God you know I`ve tried 
I know how hard I tried 
and oh I tried...... 
Hey I`d like to daze away to a 
Place like no one has known 
In a state of mind I could call mine 
That only I could own 
Where I could hum a tune anytime 
I choose, and then there is no such thing as time 
Where I can feel no pain just calm and sane 
What a place for one to find 
Now you see I`m watching everything 
I do and they`re watching everything I say 
Why wont they leave me be? 
Why am I even here? I wonder 
You leave me wondering 
Won`t you stop watching me 
I said they`re watching me, watching me, watching me 
Now in my corner I got the ceiling in my eyes 
Arms holding up my knees 
And rocking back and forth my life 
I didn`t mean to feel this way 
When I walked into the door, Lord 
Then they ripped away my memories 
And I cant remember who I was before. 
And I only wanted to be 16 and free. 
......and I wonder.