from the album "What The Mind Perceives" 

the cold chill of guilt runs through me again

bowing to you, saying my prayers

all for you to not be there 



torn into what's been force fed to me

and what my mind perceives

waiting for me to accept your word 

into my life and repent

where were you, god? 



no longer, a threat of mine

it's all what the mind perceives 



these scars of failure were once a desperate cry

proving to me, that there is no hope beyond the sky 



every time i need your guide

your back is always turned to me

i choose to believe in fact

not fiction forced upon me

where were you, god? 



no longer, a threat of mine

it's all what the mind perceives 



your helping hand was called again

and once again i'm left alone

the hate that fills my head with doubt

is the hate that fuels my disbelief 



in spite of my dreams, i can't believe

in spite of my dreams, you were not there

in spite of my dreams, i can't believe

in spite of my dreams, you are not real, 



my god is dead, beliefs have been

ripped from my chest

hate me, hate you, 

my mind is set, you are not real

i must forget, i have been deceived, 



lie to me, make me believe, i can not see, 

past these false hopes and all these fallacies 



no longer, a threat of mine

it's all what the mind perceives