Surfing channels

Trying to fool my feelings

It's like they're still resisting 

Goes little demons

Trying to leave in

But they keep on playing over again



This 4 walls share my conversations

Wish I could tell someone 

But my voice keeps breaking

So ashamed you're still living reveree in my brain... in my brain





I'm saying

I can't move on... stumbling 'round

Hanging on... but going down...

No man's... no man's land



People say

Keep your head up

Watch the sun rising

Everybody has big advice for me

But all I wanna know is 

What the hell went wrong... oh what went wrong







But i will rise to the sun again

I have no doubt

But i just don't know when

Sometimes I can change anything

But then again...