I'm done being open
With myself 
With my life
WIth my thoughts
I've tried being honest
With the ones that I thought I loved
Every time I'm trying
I'm weak I'm just a failure
Every day I'm dying
Everytime I look in th fucking mirror
Alone solitary useless forever
Alone solitary useless forever
Alone solitary useless forever
Alone solitary useless forever
I lay confined to my bed
The lights are bright and there's voices in my head
They tell me constantly to believe
That ther's nothing more to live for
I stand somehow I'm not dead
The knife is so sharp
And my blood is so red
Just do it
Just do it
It'll be over soon
Just do it 
Just do it 
It'll be over soon
Leaving me out to dry
My fate is set so why do I even try
In the dark I'm stuck in the mud
I bite my tongue just to taste the fucking blood
Alone solitary useless forever
Alone solitary useless forever
Alone solitary useless forever
Alone solitary useless forever
Take me to my special place
My wrists cut and a nurse in my face
Let me live inside this house
Without a bullet or a gun in my mouth
Fuck 
Aloen
Darkness
Solitary
Forever
Alone
Darkness
Solitary
Forever
Alone
Darkness
Solitary
Forever
Alone
Darkness
Solitary
Forever