A hard life has twisted

a fascination in my mind

it's hard to understand

but the only one I could find

to release me of stress

of yverybody life

to rip at my flesh

with razor sharp knives

to penetrate my skin

with razors and hooks

the freedom I feel is often mistook

for self mutilations, is all that they see

but they no have an idea what's inside of me



I do not feel

as though I belong in this world

I belong in the world of dreams

and of death



Leave the flesh

rip it away from your bones, skinned alive

leave the flesh

self mutilations is so divine