If I called you tonight 

I would be giving in

Defeated I would be holding on 

and you would not know otherwise



Do you think of me sometimes?

Am I real to you at all?

Or am I just a fleeting thought?

I don't know otherwise.



If I did not call you tonight

I would be changing.

Independent I would be crying

And you would not know otherwise.



Do you think of me sometimes?

Am I real to you at all?

Or am I just a fleeting thought?

I don't know otherwise.



If you called me tonight

I would be independent.

Dependent, changing, remaining the same

And you would not now otherwise.



Do you think of me sometimes?

Am I real to you at all?

Or am I just a fleeting thought?

I will never know otherwise