and in the morning 

after years have passed 

it seems 

oh even now to overwhelm me 

and in the stillness 

after life has passed 

it seems 

even now to grow like cancer 

and in the fallout 

after war days have passed 

it seems 

even now to keep from dying 

and there you are, going deep into and through me 

and there you are, keeping distant all who knew me 

and filling me with a new kind of life 

but it's one i never wanted, one i never imagined 

and even now, you send me reeling 

for you and i have been together much too long 

and though i drink my mind will not grow numb 

'cause it's one i never wanted, one i never imagined 

and even now, you know I'm reeling 

for you and i have been together much to long 

much too long, don't you know 

oh and here we are, and here it goes again 

i know i've waited much too long 

i have weighed it all, delayed the fall

but even so, even now 

evennow evennow

evennow evennow

evennow evennow