Reality has checked my me

Time is expecting what I've been rejecting for so long

My body is calling, energy level is falling,

And I've found I'm not as strong as I used to be



Is it all about security?



I need to provide to stay alive,

Build a future,build a home

10 years from now thime will run out

Just want to slow bad time down

But 10 years ago felt like yesterday,

Now a family seems so far away want to fit more in

But don't get me wrong - responsibility isn't a bad thing



Am I judging men by how they'd father my children,

Rather than for who they are

The only thing I'd imagine hasn't really worked out the way I thought,

And the only thing my life has brought is uncertainty



Is it all about security?



Thought one day I'd wake to be a woman

Thought one day I'd wake to be a woman

Thought one day I'd just wake to be a woman



Is it all about security?

Security