Looking backwards go back about the end
To bury it all again
How did I get here
Something about the way you talk
The way you said my name 
?? hello I knew I'd never be the same
You were with me
As the time went on I watched you slip away
Had you at the table but couldn't set a place
It's funny how out of feel your mind can run away
Guess the payback is to live with your mistakes
Took for granted what we had
Guess I hope that 
You're staying here
Why is it that I need to feel satisfied
Your love makes me feel terrified
I had guess call it bad timing 
Or say it's lesson learning
Oh well it's happened again
What is my problem
So let's say it bad timing
And say it's lesson learning
It's still happened again
What is