I could never stop this feeling
I could never stop the pain
confidence is so much boring
when you're treated like a friend

why am I only the shoulder
which they're used to cry on
and not also the body
which they come every night on

and I know
it's not a good way
to make the girls say
what they don't want
and I know it's not a big deal
if they just can feel
they've lost control

friendship turns into selfish pleasure
I drug their drinks to feel them limp
and no one can remember
my target's original sin