maybe i should take your advice and never look twice

ive had my share of stories more grotesque then my insecurities

ive sold myself short learned to forget your name so i wouldnt get hurt

but it costs more than its worth

instead of head down without a comeback

i keep my head up and i push my shoulders back

knowing im only as strong as my weakest excuse

i run to you

but moments like this they never last

the questions im afraid to ask

left my newfound confidence to collapse

a secret i have found better to hold in then to let out

i saw you searching for a body count

after the storm passed over

caution caution

this is where i draw the line

this is where you stand beside the ones who lied

and the ones who tried to rely on giving in

lets no kid ourselves

lifes as short as the time we waste

lost laughing in our coffins scared of sounding fake

scared back luck might conquer fate

so we turn to bridges that weve burnt but its too late

this was never a dream and it never will be

i swear this never came so easily to me

is it so hard to just say it

i give up i give in

so hold on to what you never had

holding on by the blindfolds we hide behind

we are all just digging ourselves separate holes but

you left one open

holding on by the blindfolds we hide behind