You better believe I'm terrified by the sickness in my soul 
Whenever I recollect on just how quickly I can lose control 
I consider myself a peaceful person most if not all the time 
You should've been there to see me slip across a crucial line 

I exploded 
Set to bust like a time bomb 
Oh God, what have I become??? 

Right there at the instant just before I pass out from my pain 
I really can feel how easily a normal person turns insane 
I remember a wave of self disgust 
And embarrassment and surprise 
When I caught the first reflection of the hypocrisy in my eyes 

I exploded 
Set to bust like a time bomb 
Oh God, what have I become??? 

Leaving behind everything I once was 
Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was 
Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends 
I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike again 

Leaving behind everything I once was 
Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was 
Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends 
I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike again 
I'm Terrified 

In the summer of my discontent 
Tension was piled high 
At the snap of a wrist 
This pacifist kissed his innocence good-bye 

Good-bye