just months have passed by,
was the last time you said this to me
i want to freeze this time
ill end myself, before i take another lie
ill stare right into your eyes
ill say it this time
say what Ive held, for all these years
liquidate my fears
concrete this sweat
so come this way
close your eyes
make no noise
dont let me escape
from your heart
dont let me escape
from your mind
nows not the time
to tell me it was the truth all along.
youve failed me
and now youve proven what
what was my worst nightmare.
proctecting you from your own
got down me on my knees
screaming for a lie
tell me what i need 
to hear 
all the things that you said 
all the things you'd done
when did you become so worthless? 
why did you leave me behind? 
why did you leave me behind?
how do you feel now
now all you lived for, is gone
read my hopeless words 
after me
you'll be no more
i thought id keep her