I wish I was free from this

I see her in my dreams
Wish that she wasn't there
But she still haunts me and I
Still feel her breath on me
Still want to taste her skin
But I know that would kill me

No, damn her
Still I choke on her lies
Still reeling from her last caress, her goodbye

Oh, how this sickens me
This wretched fool's affair
I can't erase this from me
And now it permeates
In every thought I feel
The anger writhes in my soul

No, damn her
Still I feel my skin touch her back
Hold my head high, I'm strong

No, damn her
Still I choke on her lies
Not reeling, I'm strong

Damn her
Still I feel my skin touch her back
Hold my head high, I'm strong

No, damn her
Still I choke on her lies
Not reeling, I'm strong

I wish I was free from this