One more time it burns at night

As the tears fall

I can't remember the last time I cried

I can't explain how much I hate or love myself

But do I lie if I say I feel the same way about you?

This lullaby is only in my head

The real world is the one you represent

Why can't I see you in the mirror

Father, mother I stand alone

And I can't face the world

As I choke on reality's sick and twisted game

I see my life and I just can't stand it

As I bear you and the one's you've handled

Where did she go

As you held me in your arms

Once again I lay here at night

As a wayward son consumed by things gone wrong

God I can't explain how much I miss her

As I kneel in tears asking her to come back

This guilt is a part of me alone

This emptiness the one I represent

Why can't I see me in the mirror?

Father, mother I stand alone

And I can't face the world

As I choke on reality's sick and twisted game

I see my life and I just can't stand it

As I bear you and the one's you've handled

Where did she go

As you held me in your arms