I'm feeling like a fake, 
Like I'm worthless, like I can't fall into place
I won't even look you in the face
I'm held to my secrets as a person
Full of love, remorse, and hate
Using my heart
Take in my strength

I'm a little lost, a little gone, a little not completely there
Cus all the drugs leave me impaired
I wanna be, I wanna see where my life will be in years
I really hope that I'm still here

I'm falling through the floor Is it worth it?
Can we please pick up the pace?
So I can look you in the face
I will show you that I have become what I once believed
Using my heart

Taking my strength

I'm a little lost, a little gone, a little not completely there
Cus all the drugs leave me impaired
I wanna be, I wanna see
Where my life will be in years
I really hope that I'm still... 

Refusing everything you say
Cus I will never be the same
I wanna be, I wanna see where my life will be in years
I really hope that I'm still here

You should know by now that I will run
But only to the things I want inside
And I will never turn around again
Until you trust that I can run my life

I really hope that I'm still here.