The truth is that
I never shook my shadow
every day, it’s trying
to trick me into doing battle
calling out “faker”
only get me rattled
wanna pull me back behind
the fence with the cattle
building your lenses
digging your trenches
put me on the front line
leave me with a dumb mind
with no defenses, but your defenses
if you can’t stand to feel the pain
then you are senseless
Since this, I’ve grown up
some different kind of fighter
and when the darkness comes
let it inside you
your darkness is shining
my darkness is shining
have faith in myself, truth
I’ve seen a million
numbered doors on the horizon
now which is the future
you’re choosing before you go dying?
I’ll tell you ’bout a secret
I’ve been undermining
every little lie in this world
come from dividing
say you’re my lover, say you’re my homie
tilt my chin back, slit my throat
take a bath in my blood, get to know me
all out of my secrets
all my enemies are turning into my teachers.
Because light’s blinding
no way dividing
what’s yours or mine
when everything’s shining?
You darkness is shining
my darkness is shining
have faith in ourselves, truth
Yes, I’m only loving
only trying to only love
and, yes, and what I’m trying
to do is only loving
yes, I’m only loving
trying to only love
I swear to God
I’m only trying to be loving
Yes, I’m only lonely loving
yes, I’m only feeling
only loving, only loving
you say it ain’t loving, ain’t loving
ain’t loving, my loving
but I’m only loving
still only loving
swear to God, I’m only loving
trying to be loving, loving
loving, loving, loving, loving
Yes, I’m only loving, yes
trying to only love
I swear to God
I’m trying but I’m only loving
you say it ain’t loving
ain’t loving, ain’t loving
ain’t loving, ain’t loving my loving
but I’m only loving, loving
loving the truth, truth.