My silent smile is there just
Hiding all what you?ve done
I guess this time you don?t wanna fight
I guess I have to accept you are for whoever tries
I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace
I know you lead them
I  know that everytime you leave you spit my name
I know you don?t

Care, you just don?t care

I can?t get away from this because
Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up
I say that I miss
But I can?t feel what I had and now is lost

My only friend has been this chair
My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake
I bet that?s why you can stay awake
I bet that?s why you told me I?m not lonely no way
I know you feel that I?m too heavy for your wings
I know you feel that
I know that you don?t have respect for all of this
I know you don?t

You crash my future
And then you want me
To think you now
Can fix my present