She's in love but she doesn't know what she needs or how to let go.

It feels like being marriedshe was to young to miscarry

She says "bye bye my childhood dream man

I will keep in touch if I can spend the best years of my life with you !"

Happens every time you start to lose yourself

You turn to blame the one that loves you the most

To stay and work it out is harder than to run away

So she leaves a note because to his face she couldn't say

"bye bye my teenage angel

I don't know how the spell was broken

I don't know what I'm doing but I'll miss you."