Dear Diary
Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward
I couldnt get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me
Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like Stab my heart because I love you and Rip apart my soul and of course Stabby rip stab stab
And It doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either
Like that guy from that band can do
Some days
I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
There dudes look like chicks and there chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister's mascara now
I'm grounded for a week Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss... ya know... it's so dark
And it's suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans
Which look great on me by the way
When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me "Catcher in the Rye" and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I'd only be half right
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be e-e-emo
My parents don't get me ya know
They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy
Well, a couple guys
But, I mean it's the 2000's
Can't two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay
I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
I don't know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…You're my best friend
I feel like tacos