Dear Diary 



Mood: Apathetic 



My life is spiraling downward 

I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert 

It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know... 



I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be 

You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me 

I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face 

I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs 

Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag 

I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag 

Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes 

Cause emo is one step below transvestite 



Stop my breathing and slit my throat 

I must be emo 



I don't jump around when I go to shows 

I must be emo 



I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem 

The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween 

I have no real problems but I like to make believe 

I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week 

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies 

I can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing 

Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun 

They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one 



Stop my breathing and slit my throat 

I must be emo 



I don't jump around when I go to shows 

I must be emo 



Dye in my hair and polish on my toes 

I must be emo 



I play guitar and write suicide notes 

I must be emo 



my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it's so dark. And it's suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way. 



When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction 

Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection 

I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses 

I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes 

I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth 

You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off 

I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life 

If I said that I like girls I'd only be half right 



I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo 

I must be emo 



Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo 

I must be emo 



I like to whine and hate my parentals 

I must be emo 



Me and my friends all look like clones 

I must be emo 



My parents don't get me ya know 

They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy… well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it's the 2000's, can't two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay 

I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways 

I don't know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you're my best friend 

I feel like tacos