Fear and pain - Pain and fear

There's nothing else I feel... 


Why? Daddy why? You used to tell me 

how much you loved me 

you used to stroke my hair and cheeks

we used to laugh and play together... and now...

Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? 


Perversity, deviation

Sadism and sexual aggression

A poor child's soul is desolate

In the utmost corner of mind


Childish trust and innocence recklessly trodden in dust

The most brutal and sadistic display of parental feelings


Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness

Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence

My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return

Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh


Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me!

I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop!"


Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me!

I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop!


Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? You used to say 

you loved me 

you used to stroke my hair and cheeks

we used to laugh and play together... and now...

Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? 


Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness

Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence

My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return

Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh