There is nothing I can ever do to make myself appear 
like I have it all together. I'll watch myself crumble. 
Every time I try it gets harder to get it right. Good 
motives I have kissed goodbye to sell the product not 
the life.
You still see me as a fallen entity, grasping what I 
can't attain by myself, it's all on display. Give me a 
second try that I don't deserve, failing is part of my 
life but it's what I choose. Do I want to make things 
right or get caught up in the spiral that tears my life 
apart?
Not on my own I'll give up every time. I am so frail, 
progress is hard to find. I can't remain in this state 
where I fall away, it's haunting, it's blaming, it 
crushes me. Can I be restored? Where I don't hurt? 
Where mistakes are forgotten? Given a second try to 
make things right?
I'm breaking down, is this my fate? You have held me up 
for so long but still I disappoint. Your love never 
fails; it's my choice that comes between all You have 
planned for me.
Forgive my failures; they are too much to take on, too 
much to swallow. I can't stand on my own, I will always 
fall. I can't do this alone, a never ending cycle that 
causes me to stumble and give up what I long for. I 
don't deserve to make this right, I failed, I lost, 
this is where we meet.