Wasted... 



Don't ever forget the ways 

Of golden hopes that lost the fray 

To wasted rainy cloudy days 

That squelched the light, obscured the way 



Light that lived without a hue 

Without a care for me or you 

Life that's led by cold hard fate 

On days that you were forced to wait 



Remember, 

When you looked good 

But no one saw you 

So you didn't exist 



Wait for someone who would care 

But I'm too wasted & no one's there 

I won't compete in a human race 

Find my own way at my own pace 



Tired of fear & being alone 

Desires died assent has grown 

This isn't spite in any way 

Life was spite now it's okay 



At the end, reflecting, 

Like a shattered mirror 

A pool of blood & tears 

It all seems so futile...lost....hopeless 



I have been sacrificed 

On the altar of progress 

Crucified denied nullified 

In the name of excess 



Society, my murderer 

Will get off 

Only to kill again & again 



Entrenched in a Malbowge 

Purgatory teases me 

the revelation mimics me 

Oh yeah, retribution watches tauntingly 



C'mon Jesus, 

Save save enslave me 



Hail Mary full of grace 

Save me from the human race 

Wipe tears of flame from my face 

Help me get out of this place 



Lately things ain't gone the way 

That I'd hoped they would one day 

I hoped to stay true to form 

I wished to take this world by storm 



But I just sit & waste away 

I'm too wasted & no one cares 

I'm too wasted & no one's there 

I'm too wasted & life's not fair 



Waste 

Away 

Waste 

Away...